| There's no way around it. |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|06:34 pm] |
I just love Merlin.
I don't know how to describe this week's episode but SQUEEEEE!
I've never been very coherent but this is an all time low. And I don't care. My love and squee aren't rational. They just are *g*
Need more Merlin icons. Also need to make a Waily!Feegle icon. Most of all need to talk normal again.
See http://ridicully.dreamwidth.org/246066.html to comment. |
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| Owned (HP/DM) -- Post 103 |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|09:35 am] |

Title: Owned Rating: Adult Summary: The Malfoys have always been owned by the Potters. HP/DM. Deathly Hallows compliant although the epilogue is ignored. Warnings: Slavery, dominance/submission, slash, angst, romance. Since this story spins off of canon, Harry's in a relationship with Ginny when we begin. Disclaimer: Based on JK Rowling's Harry Potter works, the full canon except the DH epilogue. No infringement intended and not for profit. Feedback: Yes, please.
---- This story is based on a prompt provided by lothy. ---- Latin incantation and translation provided by fabula_rasa. ---- Owned banner art by quill_lumos. ---- Thanks to triomakesmehot, quill_lumos, hogwartshoney and clauclauclaudia for the feedback and valuable comments.
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| Highlander Fic Search (yeah, fat chance...) |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|04:04 pm] |
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| | Soul to the Skies, Tarot | ] | Ok, this is weird, old, and not a little twisted but I just rewatched scenes from the 'Horsemen' episodes on Youtube...
You out there who once dabbled in 'Highlander' - ever come across fic pairing Kronos and Richie? I've been wanting this ever since Kronos turned up, and there seems to be *nothing* out there I can find, and it's just a crime against darkfic!
Halp!?! |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:42 am] |
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In my evil Secret Super Villain Identity, I'm going to meet up with a poet and an author of YA gay novels. We're going to have a 'learn to cook Indian food and shyly discuss our writin's afternoon.' |
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| Oy veh |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:52 pm] |
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| | assorted folk music from our collections | ] |
For the last 24 hours my nephew has been in Emergency with a serious flare-up of Chrohn's disease. He's managed to control this pretty well for years with diet, and now they're trying to decide whether there's a medical solution, or whether they're going for surgical (surgeon seeing him tomorrow). WTF went wrong? Until this happened he was in tip-top physical shape, despite occasional poor patches (martial arts instructor, and beautiful to look upon – and I'm his aunt). We have bush fires all over the shop – NSW, Vic, SA, Qld (but not here in the ACT). Specifically, there's a major fire just the other side of the road we take to Mudgee on Tuesday (to attend a concert series every year). Tonight they are expecting two changes of wind direction. I wonder what tomorrow will bring? When I think about that road running through deep isolated bush, I really don't want to meet fire. We're trying to keep on top of the fire incidents advisory. And it seems fair to say I'm in some kind of self-destructive mode, in that I'm still having terrible trouble writing the fest fics I committed to, this season. |
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| And now, for something completely different |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|10:31 am] |
1. I feel behind on fandom stuff, not least my f-lists. If you feel neglected, you're not imagining it.
2. Hello, sexism. And yet I'm totally tempted to install o_O
3. I don't need to run a ½-marathon - it's much more fun to read about ilanarama's marathons!
4. Without being able to say something intelligent about it, I'm extremely fascinated by the fact that I share virtual culture with people whose meatspace culture I don't share. Case in point: 100 Greatest Internet Videos In 3 Minutes. The music is obnoxious as hell, and I don't know all the clips. But the ones I do know are part of an internet culture I share with people from all over the world, but who's not a part of my meatspace culture. Know what I mean? Well, I'm fascinated.
5. I'm also endlessly fascinated with people who can do things with their bodies that I could never hope to do. Point: http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1903600
6. Pollz! Poll #4614
Open to: All, results viewable to: AllWhich impressed you most? (You get multiple choice, because I'm nice [and impressed] like that) OT: Camping!fic? |
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| IJ economics |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|09:59 am] |
According to my count of announcements announcements [sic], InsaneJournal has had seven account sales in 2009 (the seventh was just announced).
I find that troubling, but am strangely adverse to mentioning it - because, I guess, I still feel grateful squeaky was so welcoming to us LJ refugees in 2007. At any rate, I get the impression IJ economics are either unstable, or squeaky wants a bigger personal profit out of the site. Which I can't say I blame him for; we all would like to be paid for our work. But I am questionable about the future of IJ. |
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| *eyes some of my flist suspiciously* |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|02:39 pm] |
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| In The Rhythm Of Loving You |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|06:53 pm] |
Title: In The Rhythm Of Loving You By: Bridget McKennitt Pairing: RPS - Jared Padalecki/Jensen Ackles Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 1297 Challenge: supernatural100's prompt spring Contains: No warnings in as far I know that can't be extrapolated from the header itself. Cheerleader!Jensen, Geek!Jared Disclaimer: Any real person, location, or organization mentioned in the story below own themselves. This is only a fictional story meant for entertainment and not intended for profit or believing the real people mentioned are like this in real life. Author's Notes: Set a few days after Jared proposes to Jensen. Part of the Moving At Lightspeed Into Eternity verse. Masterpost with chronological order here.
In The Rhythm Of Loving You |
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| I'm gonna kill him. >:-( |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|07:34 pm] |
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| | murderous | ] | My brother ODed again. My mom tried to wake him and couldn't, so she got my nephew R awake and called the paramedics. D, my brother, is back in the hospital again, and again, R is staying with me. I told my brother before that if he did this again, I was going to kill him. Now I have to figure out how.
The paramedics told my mom in front of R that they thought it was another drug overdose, so now R knows about it. He's livid. And yet, after we talked about it, he said he really doesn't want to go back to his mother, either. He asked, "is my dad going to jail?" He's not; not that I don't wish he would. Maybe that would teach him. Not that it ever has, before. But I told R no. The boys both helped me go through D's room for drugs. This time we couldn't find the methadone that my brother said he took. The boys found a marijuana stash, though. They were all keen to watch me flush it down the toilet until they discovered my brother's porn stash *facepalm*.
I'm so angry I can't even form a coherent sentence. I'm signing off. |
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| Whew |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|05:50 pm] |
Math and Chemistry finals done (I just have to turn in the Chem on Monday at 1:30). When I head out to dinner, will take my Latin studying with me. I'm worried that I'm writing off Physics as an unsalvageable disaster, which is bad because if it is a disaster I could fail the course, I think my grade is low enough for that to happen.
I really hope it doesn't.
So yeah.
I also should go practice this evening. Audition tape, see. Also, concert tomorrow and another on Monday, plus I'm seeing the musical. Plus, my English teacher still is being a completely flake on possibly turning in my final early so that I can actually go home for vacation... Gah. |
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| Day 21 |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|08:56 pm] |
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| | contemplative | ] | From soupytwist:I have been thinking about this topic lately, so I would like to hear if you have any Thortz on ambitions - if you have any, what they might be, how you go about achieving them if so. :)
I'm a little weird with ambitions, because in many ways 'ambition' to me is linked to a lot of bad behaviour, politically motivated actions and relationships and all the stuff I dislike in the workplace. It's stepping over people and on people and being fake. Someone who is 'ambitious' is someone I probably don't like. And I actually know it's not true, Allegra and Dylan have the ambition of being published authors, Lucy an illustrator, another colleague a musician - these are ambitions I wholeheartedly approve of and support.
However, business ambitions aside, having things to aim for is, I think, a fairly necessary part of life. Or at least of mine. If I thought I was going to continue on exactly as I am now for the rest of my life that would be horrendous. Because for me at least growing and stretching myself is very very important, to improve myself in whatever way I can. Because I'm never going to be perfect but I can get better and be a better person. And also I like challenges (I curse 'em, but I like 'em!) and I like using my brain and learning and knowing things.
That's a bit vague isn't it?!
Do I have specific ambitions? No. But I have some waffley ones!
- To raise a happy daughter. Especially given the issues that both Henry and I come with with mental health and intelligence and social (in)ability. I know she will face her own issues and problems because she's human and all people do but I want to be someone who she knows she can come to for support and who she trusts. So that whatever is going on with her she knows she can come to me and I won't condemn her.
- To challenge myself. At the moment I don't have many chances to step outside my comfort zone, but when the opportunities arise I try to remember to take that step. I think it's important to me. I spent a very large amount of my life hiding in my own head and not interacting with people (do you know that I am fascinated with mutism, especially elective mutism? It's something which ... when I find myself thinking of the attraction of not having to speak I know to take my brain and mental health in hand), for a long time the world inside my head was more real than the outside world. Now I balance between the two and every new achievement in the outside world I feel expands and strengthens me. I grow when I do new things.
- To have a job which challenges me and which I enjoy. (OK, this one's been harder the last few months but as I said to my parents today 'there's a light at the end of the tunnel, it may be a train, we don't know right now, but there's a light.') Ideally I want a job where what I do helps people. (Actually in my current post I do help people, kind of, but something a little more direct.) At the same time, while I'm good at customer service (the peril of being someone who's bad at reading people and wants to please people, the life skills transfer over into work skills too!) I'm also good at systems and processes. I don't know the name of what it is I want to do, and I'm not sure how to get there, but whatever it is it involves problem solving and troubleshooting systems to make them work for the people who use them and the customer. And helping people. Recently I've been most interesting in researching posts in the charity sector but without many specific skills or qualifications it's a little tricky. (Living in the small of the back of nowhere doesn't help either.)
I think all of the above add up to - my ambition is 'to be a better person', better in terms of being good, better in terms of being effective, better in terms of ... being a person! Just better.
(PS soupytwist - That probably was absolutely nothing like you were expecting - sorry!) |
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| Wicca: still not a race. |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|12:19 pm] |
In today's "Activism: Ur Doin It Wrong" department, we have accusations that slurs against pagan rituals are racist. Set aside, for the moment, that said slurs don't actually exist. That... give some insight into the mind of the commenter, but isn't, in fact, relevant.
What's relevant is that she thinks Wicca's being insulted, and she's "calling" the supposed insulter on her "racism." (In a community about public transportation. So, um, more than rather severely off-topic all around.)
I don't have an icon that's halfway between "facepalm" and "headdesk." (And I don't want one; that would mean I expect to find *more* stuff like this to post about. Which I'd really rather not.)
Oh, and the comment threads hit Godwin's law, ablism, classism and childfreekiness. And NEVAR AGAIN TEH BURNING TIEMS! A glory of fucktupitude all around.
(I got this from dot_pagan_snark, and it's been on stupid_free, so apologies to people who already know about it. Sharin' the pain, folks; sharin' the pain.)
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| She is too fond of books |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|07:52 am] |
Hi, my name's elf, and I have a reading problem.
When most people say "reading problem," they mean "the letters look blurry to me" or "I've been assigned more pages than human eyeballs can absorb this weekend" or "ack, my comprehension of Russian is too low for me to get the right concepts out of this physics paper." It almost never means "I think I've been neglecting other parts of my life for reading."
Because reading isn't considered a dangerous addiction. It has no physical side-effects. It doesn't make the mind slow or incompetent. At no point, in the throes of reading, is one incapable of driving or performing surgery, should one's skills go in those directions. (Well, save for the "must put book down" part. However, after that immediate shift in awareness, one's reflexes and attention are both available to whatever tasks might be at hand.)
And it's not expensive. Nobody sells off his car and formal clothes to get books. Nobody hocks her wedding jewelry. Books--really good books--are available everywhere at prices ranging from "cheap" to "free." And the internet hasn't made that any less true. Entertaining content, informative & educational content, useful, delightful, important content, is free by the terabyte.
And oooh, I want to read it ALL.
( I read a lot. I could read a lot more. ) |
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| GRRRR |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|07:45 pm] |
OMFG I WILL GET THIS CROCHETING THING EVEN IF IT KILLS ME.
(PS, people who think crochet is easier? I disagree. A lot.) |
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| free money |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|03:11 pm] |
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http://30toseoul.livejournal.com/462671.html Animal development was fine, chem was horrific, at least they're over. Now I have a few hours to breathe before I start prepping for finals.
Remember this picture from Rarotonga?

I submitted three pictures to a little photo contest at school. I found out today that this one won second place: $100 credit at a local camera store! *dances* Now I don't have to pay for the new batteries I need for next winter.
I already thanked Leah for being photogenic even when she's halfway covered up. Hee. I seem to remember a voice drifting out from under that sheet: "Are you fucking taking pictures of me, you whore?" For a brief instant I considered using that quote as the photo title when I submitted to the contest, but then I decided that discretion was the better part of wanting to win money. |
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| REVIEW: Tunnels of Blood (Cirque Du Freak #3) |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|01:47 pm] |
Tunnels of Blood by Darren Shan
My rating: 3 of 5 stars Well, I've stuck it out for three books with Darren and I'm actually enjoying the ride. While I don't normally enjoy whiny main characters, there's something about Darren (perhaps his keen intellect) that keeps you coming back for more.
Summary: Darren Shan, the vampire's assistant, gets a taste of the city when he leaves the Cirque Du Freak with Evra the snake-boy and Mr. Crepsley. When corpses are discovered drained of blood, Darren and Evra are compelled to confront a foul creature of the night who may prove to be the end of them all.
What I liked about this book: Darren is an enigma. He hates his lot, his likes his powers, he hates Mr. Crepsley, he likes Mr. Crepsley. He likes Madame Octa, he hates Madame Octa. In other words, he's your typical teenager with a see-saw of emotions that are now heightened by his vampiric powers. In this book, we meet Murlough who in the movie was kind of creepy and scary but wore the pirate-looking costume that Darren wears throughout the book. Darren meets his first crush, learns about the Vampaneze and comes face to face with evil. I love that you're on an adventure from the get-go and while the book paces along quickly, you don't lose yourself in the characters or the story.
My favorite parts, of course, are those with Darren and Evra. Best friends who pretend to be brothers traveling with their "father" Mr. Crepsley into a city that gives them an opportunity to bond, be teenagers and meet more humans. Of course, that also means danger for the pair but it gives them an opportunity to test that friendship too. Instead of a girl coming between them, an evil psychopath does. But hey, what's another monster in a world of freaks, right?
I'm enjoying the series so far. I will say that if I'd read the books then gone seen the movie, I would've been really pissed off! LOL
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| so tired of school |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|09:29 am] |
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http://30toseoul.livejournal.com/462210.html Chem exam at 9:30. Animal development exam at 11:00.
You know that line that many people say condescendingly to students? "Hey, just wait until you're out in the real world."
I WANT TO GO BACK TO WORK. WORK IS MUCH FUCKING EASIER THAN THIS. |
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| I seem to have misplaced my fannish monogamy |
[Nov. 20th, 2009|12:29 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] | Wow, that "Buffy vs. Edward" vid I stumbled upon a while ago has triggered a veritable avalanche of fannish obsessions...
First, it sucked me into all things "Buffy" (and subsequently, "Angel") to an almost unhealthy degree. Then I came across the rumour that David Boreanaz is actually capable of getting through a whole TV episode without whining if he's not in Wheydonverse, so I went to check out "Bones".
What can I say? I'm halfway through season 4 at this point, and I'm seriously hooked. Diehard vampire fan that I've always been, I still have to admit that some actors obviously work better without fangs.
In other news, I've got myself an "Archive of Our Own" account, but the uploading process is a right pain in the ass, so I'll probably wait until some of the bugs get sorted out.
And now back to that fest fic... *eyes deadline* |
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